--lonely star in the vast universe*

final goodbye, sweeties

2006-12-23T13:44:00.000+08:00

find me by the rosebush laughing with bruises on my chin
counting every black car passing
handshakes done in such a hurry

i think it's time we moved on.
please see devastateyou.livejournal

2006-11-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

this is permanent so just in case it is not evident enough for the lot of you, i have moved.
please go to devastateyou.livejournal :) bye.

2006-07-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

" Do you believe in always, the wind
said to the rain
I am too busy with
my flowers to believe, the rain answered "
(ee cummings)

++ moved indefinitely.
everyone > devastateyou.livejournal

NUSH IS MY TOTAL LOVE<3

2006-07-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

hello.

my name is syed toby bin aljunied.
i have grey hair and yellow eyes.

i'm very hot.

i am a cat.

my first love is nush.
nush is my first love.

my life is miserable, plagued by a hideous giant thing and her slightly smaller, but equally unappealing, counterpart.

these two beasts are the bane of my existence. neither give me the love or attention that a superior being such as the likes of me.

rewind. only me.

when i'm free, i eat money plants.
money plants are poisonous.

p1-when i'm free, i eat money plants.
p2-money plants are poisonous.
_______________________
c> when I'm free, I'm poisonous.

Yes my stupid owners constantly do stupid activities where they try and understand how my complex brain functions.

nobody really cares.

when i eat money plants, i get high. then i dream that i'm flying high in the sky, flying off to lower bukit timah where my favourite person, nush, is.

often, i am pensive. i gaze halfheartedly out of the window, looking for some slight resemblance of nush. when i see someone who looks even the slightest bit like her, i try to jump. even death is potentially better then this jail i live in.

the truth, ladies and gentlemen, is that the 2 horrors deprive me. i even hear the smaller( and uglier) one telling nush that if she comes early in the morning, the police would be summoned.

in a vain attempt to try and ease my pain, nush challenged the bigger(and apparently ruder) of the two to a battle. that cowardly being rudely declined.

i was devestated.

PLEASE, people, PLEASE.

let nush be mine.

yours sincerely,
toby.

2006-07-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

estella & i kick each other when we're swimming and then we look at each other while taking breaths and laugh.
gwen is becoming like nush.
and girls aren't the only people who collect stickers.
today i went back to mg! and saw people i haven't seen in ages.

today i walked around with my bag open TWICE and i got locked out of class, oh and physics groupings, save me. but i think in a way this means something new, first times are always good.
i think recently i've been too caught up over trivial things that hardly matter and now's a good time to wake up.

2006-07-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

italy won the world cup!!! :D yay! hahaha.

but that also means that the world cup season is over, just at the start of proper-lessons-school. ): omg i really am going to miss the world cup! i think this 2006 world cup was definitely the most eventful, and now i have no late nigt matches or whatever to look forward to. sigh. so depressing, i wish the world cup happened like every 2 years at least, because nothing else is half as exciting!

surprisingly, i didn't go to school as drugged as i would have expected, i only nearly fell asleep during the last samurai. oh oh talking about movies, we watched 2 movies today! :] awesome right? but saving private ryan was really really gruesome but sad. yes, and we're watching the core sometime this week too! yay. i love movies during lessons.

oh and after school we SPONTANEOUSLY decided to go to guthrie house to eat ice cream, and we SPONTANEOUSLY decided to walk all the way there from school. actually we half-jogged too, with all our stupid school bags. i don't know we were just high and we had a lot energy that needed to be spent. oh and homework is so foreign, especially after like 6 weeks. had a great talk at guthrie, serious. it was just good catching up with everyone again and we decided that we're going backpacking to europe after a's. hahaha long way to go but we can dream right? :]

i think first days of school are the absolute worst, but thank god for friends. i need time to TRANSIT.

I tried to tell you before I left but I was screaming under my breath you are the only thing that makes sense just ignore all this present tense
We need to feel breathless with love and not collapse under its weight i'm gasping for the air to fill my lungs with everything I've lost

2006-07-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

because i miss 2h too damn much.

last enrichment today, definitely the most thrilling haha but also quite funny. i liked the darkness with the music though, i thought it was quite cool. tried to peek in at ronin later but got chased out after a while. yeah, then spire. spire was alright, and we need to rush cos we're behind time. survey help please! yes and went to acjc after that to meet them, and i walked at least 3 km, at least. went to orchard ate talked laughed got embarrassed badly and felt broke and came home. now i need to send the pictures thing to nushkiiii so she can save it. CIP tomorrow for the whole day and i expect to be fully exhausted, i'd much rather go for dance and the parents want me to accompany them to dinner.

stop thinking so much, saniah.

2006-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

you know sometimes you get the feeling that you're overwhelmed by circumstance? god i hate that, especially when you can't really say what you want to. i think when i get tired i get overly sensitive, and that's not very good. i think when you get tired, you just become very insensitive. and really how much i would like to say, if you dont want to, then dont. because its making me feel like you owe me this, and you most definitely don't.

i like simulator rides because they're not so much the real thing, so you have this sense of security and at the same time, they look a lot scarier on the outside then they really are. nice if things were all like that.

oh and am i pulling myself thin if i try to put myself in 4 different places.

2006-07-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha honestly, this is the first time i've seen EVERY single person i know worked up over the world cup, i remember 4 years ago, when i was 11 i hardly even watched 3 matches. i only remember watching the part when brazil won the world cup & all the celebrations. and now i really really enjoy watching the world cup. hahaha and so does everyone around me.

i think its very exciting! i mean everyone has their favourites and i think our little arguments over who's the better team and which referee sucked and who's hot and who's not are really entertaining, i swear i talk about football like 5 times a day now. and ya, i'll really miss the worldcup when it's over! which is going to be very soon. all the ups and downs and in betweens. ): yes, im going to be so bored.

and i was just thinking, that in 4 years its going to be held in south africa! haha and i'll be 19 and i'll have nothing to do, because its after a levels and i wouldnt have started going to university or whatever and I DECIDED THAT I AM GOING TO SOUTH AFRICA TO WATCH SOME MATCHES. yes, in 4 years time i hope i will. HAHAHAHAH. how exciting right!!!

(mg people: friday, okay?)

++ supermassive black hole is such a sexy song!!! :]

2006-07-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

but even the demons of repeated letdowns and shattered hopes couldn't touch you, no. dusk & summer is a nice song and you never fail to make me feel so alone. i can't get to sleep and tomorrow's youth day. i think the problem with most people is that they're not spontaneous enough. i feel like a cup of tea. goodnight.

some things tie your life together
slender threads and things to treasure
days like that should last and last and last

2006-07-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

i have officially recovered from obs fatigue and i discovered that white chocolate is really, not that nice. neither is dark chocolate. haha

yesterday went to holland v. to shop here and there and i got my rock&republic jeans. i need to go back tomorrow to collect them from the tailor. and my sister tried on this dress which was very pretty! :] hahaha yes and she took so long that we were late. we were supposed to go to my dad's friend's house for dinner and to watch the england vs. portugal match! haha they're like our family friends and darren & vanessa are our childhood friends, i still remember swimming lessons & overseas trips together! hahha ya okay. i ate a lot there, like durians, pasta, cheese cake, black forest cake. oh well. oh oh their house is REALLY REALLY REALLY nice and their dog coco is cute! but she only has 3 legs because of some rare fungal thing, poor thing.

yupp so we watched the match there and i think my sister & i were the only non-avid england fans. the match was quite exciting and cristiano ronaldo has an attitude. haha i could feel the sadness when england lost.. YA. wayne rooney really sucks. anyway i think watching football with other people's really more fun! i mean you get the atmosphere and stuff, pretty cool. hahaha.

& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
saniah!
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
HAHA ARE YOU SIEROUS
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
EH ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
YEAH
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
HIS NAME IS DESMOND
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
who!!!!
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
EH YOU BETTER BE SERIOUS
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
FROM THE SINGAPORE ZOOO
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
HAHAHHA
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
shat you
# SANIAH - you're cinematic razor sharp says:
hahahha
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
HES A ORANG UTAN
& like a wave the ocean can't control ; - our love. says:
omg YOU ACCTUALLY BELIEVE ME

this idiot gets me everytime. hahahha.

2006-06-30T19:27:00.000+08:00

hello world, obs was pretty good fun but really really tiring.

things i'll miss:
- junko! :]
- stressing over cooking
- cooking while watching sunsets
- quarry dips
- our catch phrases like "pong pong" " YOU SUCK" "the idea is there"
- sleeping in tents & worrying about it collapsing inthe middle of the night
- waking up early in the morning knowing that you don't have a single worry except getting your oh-so-tired body to respond.
- definitely sentry duty where we star gazed and just sat together and had such an awesome time although we were having such a hard time staying awake.
- food games just to finish our 60 packets of maggi mee! :D (wonderwoman/bra!)
- kayaking, srsly i will miss this.
- being able to pee where you usually wont/dont.
(hahaha okay that's just gross but ya experience what!)
- food fight because we really didn't want to bring back the 100000 packets of ovaltine and milo.
- sexually harrassing people by wolf-whistling & making kissing noises when the walked past us while we sat against the wall waiting for our journals to come.

yay. (: i hope i'll be able to go for overseas obs next year. hahaha i think obs is really meaningful, its really like an experience, i mean i never really felt so out of my comfort zone and felt so vulnerable at certain times but really the company helped to pull me through all the obstacles and for that, im thankful. and im glad we tried.

i remember that on the boat back i hadn't decided whether i liked obs, but now im sure.

i'm an ugly shade of colour now. and there's this ugly line across my upper thigh because of kayaking where we sat with our thighs exposed. hahahaha i think the line is really funny, its really STRAIGHT. nevermind its too high up to be seen too.

yeah and i'm SUPER SEHR SAD )))))))): spain lost to france oh my god. now i don't support any team at all, i'm just going to watch it. cheryl said that there's no more pretty players for me now, hahaha. yeah oh tonights germany & argentina. both are good so tonight's match is going to be pretty darn exciting. and i can't believe my dad's supporting england. like EEEW?

2006-06-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

the suite life of zack & cody is the best show EVERRRRRR. :DDD i was watching the marathon or something where they showed 3 episodes in a row and i couldn't stop laughing. my dad walked into the room and he was like, are you okay. eh it's really funny!!! i think i like disney channel a lot! seriously! i know im very mature kthx.

imperfection in itself is beautiful and why can't you seem to realize that? and frankly, i'm not really surprised.

(part 2 of class reunion post when i come back)

well, see you!

2006-06-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

2H CLASS REUNION

pretty fun, seeing everyone again. & some people look REALLY DIFFERENT. haha the worstANDbest part was when we were cycling, and it started raining. like really raining, not just little dainty raindrops kind of rain, it was full-on darkheavyclouds with fat raindrops that feel like bullets. and so we were cycling and there was no shelter that we could really, stop under. so we got really drenched.

i think cycling in the rain is really quite traumatic.. and embarrassing for me. haha eli & i were panicking cos we were in shock and jill was very amused. hello i mean the rain really hurt! we should really go cycling more often! but please take note of the weather forecast. :]

oh my goodness. packing for obs is such a bitch. and thankfully, im done. i have no idea what to expect and ouch my hipbone feels bruised. quite exciting really, but quite scary too.
wish me luck.

enigmatic, just like you.

2006-06-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

You're cinematic razor sharp

A welcome arrow through the heart

Under your skin feels like home

Electric shocks on aching bones

2006-06-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

went back to school today! oh man i think today's was very vigorous cos it was only weeteng teaching gwen and i. ahhh i need to CO-ORDINATE!!!! co-ordination co-ordination co-ordination. yes and i think tomorrow i'll ache again tomorrow.

yeah and after dance, gwen came over to check the obs thing and... watch football. haha omg i think this worldcup fever has hit us. and gwen also wanted to see how torres looked like. but i think this sudden addiction to football will only last for the worldcup, not for EPL or whatever, no KICK. haahaha.

oh no. senior & junior outing this friday is at east coast park. and 2h reunion this saturday is at east coast park. and i don't think i want to go to the same place 2 days consecutively. i'm definitely going for the 2h one cos i promised people alr but AHHHHH. how? o3 people are you all going?

2006-06-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

i just changed my layout. uh okay i'm not used to it and i don't like the words at the side. but i was so sick of my dotty one hahaha so this will stay until i find a more satisfying one :D

oh and there's no more tagboard because i am html retarded and i can't seem to fit it into the side column so now it's comments. yay.

spire meeting today was quite productive! gwen came first and we were watching the repeat of the holland vs. ivory coast match while waiting for sherlene to come. hahaha i found out that gwen likes short guys. and we were laughing about someone's obsession with the "van der" in a name. yeah, and we learnt how to identify a lot of people by hair. man, we're cool. haha actually we were just bored. and the match was very entertaining.

yes and now i think i am going to read or something while waiting for the 12 am match :D whoo!

+ unlike the other, you were clandestine.

2006-06-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

watched the spain vs. ukraine match last night. 4-0. omg i think spain is going to go far this time. oh and fernando torres is hot. damn.

okay -spire meeting on saturday. 1030.
MUST REMEMBER haha i have this feeling i'll forget.

what a beautiful smile, can i stay for a while?

2006-06-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

i've become the ULTIMATE bookworm, i spent half my conscious moments reading like my life depended on it, it's like a drug. i mean i've always enjoyed reading, but not so... voraciously hahaha. would you believe it, i finished 1 book in one day yesterday and i've read like 3 books this week. eh but very relaxing okay don't mess. :]

today, i did filing. :] (the smiley is supposed to express my immense sense of accomplishment, and in a BIG way.) i dislike filing, i LOATHE filing i hate filing like anything okay. and i did it today, i had to sift through at least a thousand pieces of loose paper hanging around. sucks but at least it's done. congratulate me.

and yesterday, i helped my mom bake a banana cake. i think it must have been very nice because russell actually admitted to it and hawiah ate this huge chunk of it at one go. hahaha, and on thursday i think i am going to bake cornflake cookies, i don't really know what they're called but they are goooood. hahaha yes i think i am becoming more.... domesticated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah and so the WORLD CUP has started!!! and i've been sitting through quite a few of the matches with my dad, and watching with him is very very entertaining because it's like im attending a SOCCER 101 class. hahaha.

2006-06-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

went out with yam nana izzy and mari today. iceskated, but it got really boring after a while. i don't know why.. but just boring. so grace & i left the rink to sit at the benches and we were just people watching for a while. there was this couple sitting behind us snogging away for the longest time. uhhh please. yeah and we saw a very cute baby!!!!! hahaahaha :D dinner after that, then benchwarmers. jon heder is the best! very slapstick but entertaining la.

doesnt sound very exciting right. haha but there was this incident at pizza hut.... totally made up for the very dismal iceskating. hahha all i want to say is that burps are cool.

oh anyway sometimes i wish i had more time alone. i feel like there's really very little time for me to laze around and self indulge. i mean once school starts again, it's just going to be this cycle for, a LONG time. like 6 months. and it's not like catching up isn't any good, but really 4 weeks is not long enough! oh well.

things i still have left:
1) 2/3 of the bloody math holiday set which has like 167 questions.
2) chinese yue du bao gao
3) german homework
4) filing (hahaha)

and i'm definitely not impressed.

( cheryl!! i saw someone at the ice skating rink. i'll tell you online.)

2006-06-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

OMG i just had the biggest shock ever. when i opened my itunes there was only like 70 songs left. oh man i thought all my songs got deleted or something ahh!

okay anyway collected my gpa today! uh it's okay la i suppose haha. quite happy cos i improved but yeah. my chem still sucks. and it's so weird! cos GM1101 says its completed, but there's no grade? and all along i always thought that it had some form of modular credit or sth. uhhh okay and why is it completed??? isn't the thing yearlong? omg don't tell me they stopped german or something. :/

yeah then went back out to the busstop to wait for GWEN who was super late. then went for dance! i think dance today was VERY FUNNY. hahahahaha :D we were correcting our steps and geting our basics right and there were a lot of funny incidences. but i shan't blog about them, too embarrassing. and we were given plasters! for our blisters.

2006-06-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

There are moments when, when I know it,
And the world revolves around us.
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going, This delicate balance.
Vulnerable, All knowing. do i really want this?

this is so scary, but the dreams i've been having the last few nights are really, VIVID and exciting in some way. and i'd always wake up recalling them, and everything just comes back so clearly to me. i don't usually remember my dreams, but now i remember the details even. and my dreams are really... bizarre. it just freaks me out thinking about them.

on another note, i called jillian and we talked for like.. an hour! she's still supposed to call me to continue talking later, how exciting. we just talking about random stuff but they're really interesting!!! hahaha and we were laughing like crazy, and i realized how naughty she is. tsk tsk. but yeah.. what a pity i CANT GO FOR THE 2H PARTY ): BLEHBLEH BOOOOO.

2006-06-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

i think william beckett's voice is very nice! (: hahaha especially in slow down.

oh okay yesterday went for genta rasa!
my dad sent both gwen & i to bugis mrt where we waited for the rest of the malay dancers.. then we waited for like 15 minutes and no one came out to where we are, so we called ferleen. and then we realized that they were INSIDE. oh man, so we were decided that we bored so we started going up and down the escalator, like total RETARDS. gwen's influencing me, HELP!! :D

then after ferleen found us we went to eat dinner. but the whole group of us took like HOURS to decide where we wanted, then we decided to go our separate ways. so the ip girls went to pastamania! (: where we couldnt finish our pizza and had to play the number game to decide who to eat the rest hahaha. and i nearly exploded okay, i was super full.

went to kallang theatre after that, and waited a long time for genta rasa to start. anyway we didn't really understand what was going on... because it was in malay. the dances were quite okay but the concert was like.. very diversified cos there wasn't a lot of dance, quite a lot of talking. (which we didnt understand) but it was okay la.

yeah.. and today!! went for my aunty's barbeque. OKAY THIS IS REALLY FUNNY: my sister's slippers got stolen by this.. plump-ish little boy. HAHAAHAHAHA shit i was laughing like crap. cos after we went out of the chalet, she couldn't find her slippers, and i think she started to become mad. as in the insane mad. yeah and suddenly.. the HERO comes into the picture.. haha the little boy, wearing my sister's slippers.
OKAY FUNNY PART: so she goes, "OOI BOY" , in this really threatening way. "YOU ARE WEARING MY SLIPPERS!!!!!!!" and then that boy was shocked. haha so he took out her slippers, and she sort of air punched him, behind his back. HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA. omg that was the last straw, i couldnt stand it the situation was just so funny & i was laughing so hard that i had to squat down. oh man you should have seen her face: priceless.

(:

2006-06-01T11:09:00.000+08:00

omg my legs are aching like crazy. i've become so inflexible i think my muscles are like.. stone (not in the good way either)

):

2006-05-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

EXTREMELY EXHAUSTED. haha seems like i've been a lot of that these few days.

woke up at 720 so that i could meet gwen at NJ's bus-stop at 830. we were supposed to meet sherlene CHAT at bugis, so we took 171. oh my goodness 171 was PACKED and disgusting. as in really really packed and i was so grossed out because we were standing and i hate being shoved and elbowed. yes and we were both hoping that someone would leave so we could sit, and when 2 people did, gwen sat down. and i was just about to then someone PUSHED gwen in and pushed me aside and then plonked her butt down. O.M.G i was so annoyed. like hello, do you have no sense of courteousy???

yeah and we were really blur about getting to bugis, and chat is hopeless at giving directions. like "take the mrt!" "go up then go down then go up and down again". hahahaha so we decided to play a prank on her, when we were at bugis alr, we told her that we were at TUAS cos we got lost on the mrt routes. haha and she believed us! :D like there's even tuas on the mrt lines. hee hee hee.

& eventually, we got to national library. again, we were lost. we just kept riding the lifts trying to find the microfilm area, and thanks to my keen eyes (ahaha) we found that it was on the 11th floor. and using the microfilm thing is quite cool!!! hahaha at first we really messed it up, i dont know what we did, and the whole REEL just came unrolling. gwen & i were so traumatized la! but yeah, in the end we found what we needed, so all's well(:

went for lunch, then back to school for dance. gwen & i were really really exhausted and while on the mrt and bus we were just stoning. we tried to sleep but the journey wasn't long enough. then when we reached the dance studios we really... became delusional. cos we were early, there was no one there yet. and we just sat there like druggies and humming this tune that we couldnt even remember where we heard it. HAHAA seriously we were going mad. we even compared our phone contacts to relieve our boredom.

dance today was quite fun! but tiring. we were learning the dance steps from the beginning and uh, i hope i can still remember them by tomorrow!

oh gosh this entry's really really wordy, so unlike me............

2006-05-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

OH MY SHIT. i just realized that i can't go for the 2h class reunion cos of my puo puo's 65th birthday thing which would be in kluang. ahhh. ):

JILL: call me when you read this ahaha.

2006-05-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

okay i've finally got the time to sit down and blog. this week has been such a mess, in every sense of the word. signing up for enrichment week, going for malay dance workshop (HAHA), watching xmen 3 with jo & rach, getting back papers and other stupid inane stuff.

and chinese today & yesterday was good. we got our nap time! :D for like 10 minutes. me rach sherlene and gwen just SLEPT immediately when he said break. oh man. we were so tired okay. thank god it's the holidays already! oh and for today we watched a movie, some really ancient one, when chen han wei or sth had LONG hair. ahahaha. yes and eugene is the source of gossip omg. and we found a lot of interesting stuff. boys know all the gossip la.

okay about the getting papers part. oh man, i'm not very pleased, especially for chemistry. it's like the lousiest piece of poop and i know i could have done better, i honestly dont know what happened, maybe i was burnt out already because it was the last paper. and we got back our LA essays today HA HA HA HA HA. ms koh's comments are quite funny, she wrote something like
"you can do it saniah!" ohmygoodness i was laughing when i read that. chehhhhhhhh.

i think little britain is REALLY funny. vicky pollard is so... arthi hahhaha. :D and there was a sebastien, whose personality fit jonathan's to a T hahahaha. and bowling for columbine is really sad, and it just makes you think so much. and it is such a dampener, i mean your eyes really open to see the uglier side of things. the saddest part was about the 6 year old shooting the other 6 year old. made us all realize how messed up some things are, and how much we take for granted.

la la la. uh uh what else do i want to remember. oh, yes. this is hard to say, but you're probably the most complex person i've ever met fullstop

pictures... oh no i can't find some. another time i promiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

funtasia 2. most of the people at the stall. (: we had such a blast!

in amanda's BALLET ROOM preparing for funtasia (: those were the hairbands we bought from mustafa for the goblins to wear while on duty.

2006-05-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

went shopping today at marina square. not very fruitful because i wasn't really in the SPEND money mood and my cravings were all directed at candy. (: oh but my feet hurt like heck. i couldn't even wear my shoes properly and walk for a period of time so manda changed hers with me. thank you! thank goodness we didn't go to orchard, apparently there were a lot of nj people there? and marina square was empty so it was good.

stuff:
- mg people are in obs right now, except for joe, so
- date with her & rach on wednesday, to watch x-men 3
- i think we are getting back most papers tomorrow.
- einheit 1 to einheit 5 tomorrow. ahhh.
- the SISTER'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT omgomgomg.
- get more sweets.

okay see you! (:

2006-05-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness, it feels really weird to be so free, as in having nothing to do. haha i think i slept for like 15 hours today. congratulate me.

anyway yesterday's funtasia was pretty good i think, didn't really have a lot of time to walk around because we were SHORTHANDED, for stupid reasons. yeah but at least our shop did fine! goblins all got super dirty and our $1 shirts became STIFF and hard. but at least we had fun getting dirty.

being a goblin is super traumatizing, the number of times i got caught unaware... and chinmaya refused to play because he "dont believe in animal abuse". HAHAHA. and my sister got a ikea mousepad for hitting me, like one on one! and i wasnt allowed to do anything. HELLO? hahah

yes anyway at least it ended on quite a good note, though we didn't really reach our target, it was okay i suppose because we really did as much as we could, and yeah.

oh and i just came back from watching mission impossible. um, it was okay i suppose. okay la. and im going to watch da vinci code next week. and my dad, sister and i were discussing who would make a better langdon over TOM HANKS. and someone said sean connery ahahahahahahahahahaha isnt he really old, like fully white hair old? okay nevermind.

and i am being random but hips dont lie reminds me of maldives?!?!?!?!?!!?!!?!? okay i think its my turn to seek professional help.

oh crud, i still have to study for german. which is on tuesday.

*

keep your head high, heavy heart.

2006-05-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

funtasia tomorrow!!!

G5 G5 G5 OKAY! see you there (: it'll mean a lot to us!!!

2006-05-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE MY GPA, TODAY'S PAPERS CAN GO AND BURNNNNNNNN.

but anyway, anyway, anyway!!! tomorrow's the last 2 papers; chinese and um chem. freedom is near. omg i cant wait for 3 pm tomorrow where we are publicly humiliating gwen and then its timetravel to the 60's. by the way, my dignity is so going down the drain after thursday. brings a whole meaning to fashion faux pas. i'll put pictures if.. i already feel that my dignity is beyond redemption. ahahaha. and then....... i dont know i have already started planning my holidays and stuff. i am in anticipation!!! ahahaha.

2006-05-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

ahhh. i'm slightly less than half-way through ass week already. oh well now i really can't wait to get this over and done with, i mean now that we've got cooler ideas for funtasia..!! hahaha goblins and princesses. yes.

and from thursday onwards we'd be really MAD rushing for funtasia, and then friday too. oh man i can't wait!!! thursday come quickly!!

okay anyway back to physics. i've got 3 papers again tomorrow ):

2006-05-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

today is friday.

i just checked my email and i saw this thing from izzy, who collated memorable blog entries from all of us last year. god this whole wave of nostalgia just hit me, seriously. and reading it just made laugh countless times. like the thing about the cinema, our killer football skills, about iceskating, about going to sentosa, about stupid things we said, and the countless times we got scolded when we were out. oh and who could have forgotten that time when we were at some army event, and we all got scolded for sticking really silly post-its on the board drawing really CRAZY links about singapore and making stupid puns too. getting mud on our uniforms when we went on the army vehicle. OH and of course the time when 2h drank 106 bottles of booby juice, (hot brand name), to get vouchers from nydc. and the whole smashing watermelon with izzy's ass business.

really just innocent stupid fun. and what happened to that i wonder. does this ability to have as much fun disappear as we grow older and become more jaded, while we get bogged down by stupid, meaningless problems that stem from our greed? (and insecurity)

i feel so much like peter pan now. but we'll deal.

2006-05-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

doe eyed smile laced with spite and deception what can i do to get through to you? maybe because you were always staged spider's webs touch of faith, leap over, and sink. stories of glory and honour but where would you come in? turn to touch but you run. no idea of how much you brought this down.

- definitely reading between the lines this time.

2006-05-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

played overzealous volleyball today! (: haha and so now i have bruises on my knuckles (somehow) and on my wrist. it was quite funny because at first we were experimenting how to HIT at the right height and blahblahblah, and after estella showed me her way of starting, i started hitting the ball really, REALLY high up and i think once it nearly went over the fence AHAHAHA.

and then we tried to play monkey bounce. which was THE BEST. because i think WORSTELLA as the monkey was absolutely pathetic. she was just dead. dead. dead.

you should have seen us warming us as well, we were setting up imaginary hurdles around the track and at those certain points we would HURDLE jump over nothing, basically. so we were jog sprint jump laugh laugh. oh man. :D

oh man ass week is next week!!! wish me luck. and in exactly one week we'd be done with the assessments except for ih which i hope is going to be a lot of fun because our class is really full out spas when it comes to skits and yeah.

♣ swear to shake it up if you swear to listen! ♣

PS: what is this i hear about SWIMMING PE next term omg no no no i had enough in sec one alr! and all i remember is: the rush to the bathroom and the feeling of being semi-wet and squirming in your uniform. and worst still,

this time its with BOIZZZ.

2006-05-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

saniah, when you have a sorethroat, you DO NOT eat chocolates.

2006-05-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

so much so that i'd rather drown.

2006-05-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

bad things:
- i woke up with a mucus-y & swollen eye
- my chinese electronic dictionary disappeared from its BOX!!!
- MI ESSAY ): ):
- stupid cultural mapping.

good things:
- got the electronic dictionary back
- spire skit
- triple tres interesting talk with classmates.

so today was.. bearable i suppose.
but, i don't think it'll ever end.

(gill: dont you love my jokes!! OPIUM and SEX BOMB hahahahah)

2006-05-03T18:55:00.001+08:00

got our bio skit over and done with. personally, i had a lot of fun doing it because i think we worked quite hard for this skit. like we spent time doing the props, and practising. we're really really corny. haha and mrs fong wants to film us, after ass. week. HA HA HA.

so apparently using the GC for note passing has bored us. arthi and i have now sunk down to such levels of boredom during math that we (semi)composed a rap during math, about chasing the teacher out of class. we be burnin' yo!!!

hahaha and today, heats day 2 or sth. and i hardly got to show off my groupie skillz because gwen had to go back early for piano. so all the screaming and cheering was very minimal. oh anyway during PE 8 of us were doing 8 * 50!! OMG SUPER FUN!!! oh man why doesnt nj have 8 *50.

okay back to ih essay..

2006-05-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

2006-05-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

INCOHERENT ENTRY:

i feel like such a groupie. like FULL ON GROUPIE. minus the sex. hahaha.

today was the interclass heats for 4 * 100 and oooh o3 came in first for their round!!! when our class people were running today, about 5 of us were standing at the sidelines and screaming non-stop. hahah especially when mud overtook the other runners!! and our timing was apparently like 58secs i think.

yes and everytime someone from our class ran we would cheer like... groupies. :D

OH and.. i feel like such a loser. hahaha we have pe on tuesdays and i fully forgot that we had PE cos i thought it was MONDAY omg please. so i couldnt do pe. so grace & i were walking around the track back and forth pushing shu yi during her 2.4 and to see the 4 * 100 people running.

(slave: you better work harder because you only have one day left. oh and can you tell me HOW MUCH worth of tickets you need? :D thanks. )

2006-04-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

MG WON!

extremely proud of them, to see that they've gone so far from last year, when we were just the team 2. and though the team lineup has changed, and they've all grown up in so many ways, i still feel this sense of achievement to see them go all the way (:

went to arthi's house to get our bio project done. haha and went to bukit timah plaza for lunch where i met my mom at attitude hahahaahhaahha. yes and i think we were... productive. really we did quite a lot today. surprise!

if I could turn around I would tonight.

2006-04-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

today arthi and i had the most intellectual conversation ever, IN CHINESE (GASP)

s: eh eh shuyi how do you say maintaining a healthy relationship in chinese?
a: cong ming
s: ha ha ha shut up.
a: lao sai ni shi lao sai lao sai de pang sai pang sai de pi gu pi gu pi gu pi gu pi gu sai sai sai
(all these said in heavily accented chinese, art doesnt take chinese she takes tamil)
s: sai shen me sai la sai ni de zui ba
a: sai sai sai pi sai cong ming pi gu ....

oh gosh who in their right minds taught arthi all these.. USEFUL words. and she rambles it off like her life depends on it. i really couldnt stop laughing and arthi's accent is just amazing and she wont stop. IMMATURE. hahaahhahahaha.

and another time, during math... she couldn't stop talking to DRIVEY, her pink thumbdrive. wa lao she killed me la. as in we kept hitting me with it and she kept making all these funny comments and formulating this whole storyline about drivey. oh no im not repeating it here, it's really.. below me. hahaha.

annushkha is OBSESSED over toby. she wants me to turn on my webcab so she can chat to her "darling trotskypoo".

2006-04-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

slow down. everything should just slow down. things are rushing by too quickly and i think i've forgotten how to cherish. nothing seems half as important to me anymore and sigh i hope i've not become... jaded? ):

we're so proud of you sherlene. don't ever give up okay?

2006-04-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

goodnight and go!

beads are such pretty things. we spent about one and a half hours looking at beads, for the earrings. along the way we encountered a pervert who tried to look up arthi's skirt, tall people, cravings for frapps and a lot of perfect examples of estella's theory.

i think the past 2 days killed me. i'm unbelievably exhausted now, maldives bbq yesterday and holland v today.

the barbeque was okay, i think i ate a lot of halfcooked kebabs and overcooked sausages. the chocolate bananas were still cold. eew. yeah and we basically played the abc game which we played A WHOLE lot in maldives, but we never seem to be able to complete the game!

and i think our fundraising is going well!!! like we made about 25+ dollars in the first day (: yay. and i had my caramel macchiato today. (:

IP preview tomorrow!!! hahahaha i think arthi anbalagan is going to look SO COOL with her stupid flashcards. oh no i think im falling sick, i just sneezed 5 times in a row.
help.

2006-04-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

i decided that i really dislike it when people go GUESS WHAT, or YOU KNOW WHAT on msn messenger because it just kills me. like.. it's gonna be something so exciting and then usually its all anticlimax.

yes and who the heck is um, samson. really REALLY disgusting hahaha, please he doesn't even exist. and stop fabricating talessssss about him because i know, that what you all describe is just what you really want in a guy. for example a big white beard and white hair?
mmm tell me i've uncovered your biggest secret :D

2006-04-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
Speak no feeling
No I don't believe you
You don't care a bit

-

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first

gosh, i love imogen heap (: yeah anyway i can go for OBS, i thought i wouldnt be able to cos of my spine and all but yeah.

today, in incomplete sentences cos im too lazy. and i have a whole lista' shizzbumbum to do.

- a bird got killed in our class by the fan which was on. got sliced into 2 i heard. blood splattered on walls and files and chairs.
- we couldnt go to class for almost the whole day
- make-shift classrooms ALL OVER The place
- IH was ridiculous cos we kept changing animal roles & we laughed more than the audience
- rach gwen & i decided to get cool stuff for next fri
- ma 1101's end of module test POSTPONED. absolutely awesome.
- physics poster thing postponed to thursday.
- shocked the ice-cream man when we told him we wanted ice-cream in such cold,gloomy weather.
- talked under the ice cream man's huge umbrella about the best(?) of things

see you around.

2006-04-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

(ignore this)

my life is officially over.

- mi essay complete!
- chem FILA blahblah
- IH skit & debate
- chinese yue du (4)
- REVISE/PRACTISE 1101
- physics POSTER.

WEHHHH ):

2006-04-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

nush is hot. she has LONG BUTT HAIR WITH BELLS!!

(THERE NUSH, i'll be waiting for my 7 page substance filled letter about horfun and hoses)

oh yes here are some pictures for you to drool over, beware,

FLAMMABLE.

told you she was real hot.

2006-04-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

today's been pretty good. besides the fact that i cut myself with estella's art thing while trying to carve out her art piece on the linoleum. and i just carved once, then the second time the sharp thing slit my finger. so it started bleeding and i stared at it for the longest time, until estella grabbed my hand and GASPED. ahahahh. i think im really clumsy. like really. shu yi was doing it for the longest time and nothing happened to her fingers. sigh.

then after german and stuff, went to meet mg friends! stupid jill couldnt make it): and it was seriously good! and guess what! we made some art thing that you can put on fridges, and it was totally meant for kids under 7. and the chairs there were TINY. like i was so paranoid my butt would get stuck there forever. yes and it looked so so SO retarded, like 5 of us were looking like overgrown idiots sitting there and squealing over the colours. and the girl next to us was comparing her friend's work with us. HAAHAHAHAH that was so funny omgggg. oh and the first one we made, which was nicer, got burnt by the lady!! so we had to do another one, and we were letting whatever creative juices we had flow(overflow more like), so we started applying our skillz and started blending colours. then we decided to add moles and designs to the dress? gosh.

this is the original one we did, which got burnt ):

i think it's nicer than the final one!

this is the 2nd one! haha eli's explanation for the red eye on the horse:

'cos he looked at something he shouldn't have :D

i got to keep this!! thank you!

and then later we went to eat... EARTHQUAKE at swensens because we were really really hungry. and there was the dried ice thing, which elishea wrecked after we finished with the ice cream. SO GROSS. she started putting water and ice cream into the container, and it started bubbling non-stop and it overflowed into the bowl. and then before we left, she sprayed PERFUME into it. hahaaa. it looked like this:

we'll go ice skating soon okay!! i havent been on the ice for like AGES. (:

2006-04-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

just got back from the doctor and got my results from the x-ray and...

# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:marissa!!
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:you know i have bone missing in my spine
; MARISSA says:HAHAHAHHAH
; MARISSA says:how can?
; MARISSA says:is it bad?
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:YOU LAUGH!
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:its not funny
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:actually it is
; MARISSA says:serious?
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:COS I DONT HAVE TO TAKE NAPFA!!!
# SANIAH a fever you can't (sweat out. says:AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yes so no strenuous pe for me, cos apparently it puts a lot of strain on that fused bone and in the long run might become brittle or something. apparently i have to start swimming a lot more, and take up pilates(: hoho, sounds fun. oh and hello to more milk and cheese for me too.

2006-04-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

im sorry for not being able to get a grip on myself, for letting my emotions run loose, that i let you mess with my head. i'm sorry if i gave you all a fright, because all that was just supposed to stay in there. i think today i realized how much i could take, and enough was REALLY enough. i want to go out and talk to you, but we're running on parallel worlds. i don't know what to say... but all i really need you to know is: i'll be okay.

2006-04-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

shit shit shit how could i forget to say this!!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY VICKY!!

you're the best! haha sorry i always don't reply your sms-es! SORRY! yes and anyway i'm glad i've gotten to know you because i promise there are no girls who are more demure around! and you're probably one of the girls i havent drifted from, even if we were in different classes in the begginning of sec sch. i still the pri sch days.. that was really ridiculous and funny, esp when we were in pri 6! i think that year was really good, and i'm glad we got through the tough times. remember founders day? yes. hope you had a great day. and im really really really sorry this is like 12 hours late.

love lots!!

saniah

2006-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

okay im feeling much better now. thank you.

i just got back from talentime and i havent bathed. hahaha yuck. a lot of weird things happened today. and guess what! OMG OMG OMG. apparently there's a molester on the loose in my estate and uhhhhhh EWW. i feel super paranoid and unsafe already.

help. oh and me & gwen might join..... something. we're deciding..... and......... we'll see. (:

somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend,

before you got too cool.

2006-04-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

um, go away.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

there's really so much i want to say and do, but i dont know which path to take from here. and to make things harder than they already are, that's something i have to bare with for... a really long time. and maybe try understanding first, okay? i don't know whether it's regret or just one of my moods but i sure as hell know i don't like it. and when will that ever be good enough for you? point is: i miss mg. or rather what i had there. and you're just not worth it.

AODFKASOFADKFOASKASOFK.

2006-04-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

omg. thank god for friends, i think i would have died of boredom already.

i must be the unluckiest person ALIVE. i mean who in the world gets to go in the same round as MINH and TRACY to answer CHEM questions. WHO?!?!?!?!? oh please it was totally embarrassing and hilarious haha i couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole time i was at the board and even when i was back at my seat. arthi sucks by the way. and sherlene and estella were having fits at their seat, i have no idea why. i think they were laughing at my stupidity hahaha. and you should have seen my answer. omg. they are blahblahblah because (blank) then next part, they have blahblahblah because (blank) but i still got 1 mark in the end(: yay me.

oh and i went for my xray yesterday! and apparently the hideous purple robe i had to wear was to protect my OVARIES?! hahaha i dont really trust you, nush. after you called me a hor in hor fun, you HO in HOSE.

2006-04-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL.

2006-04-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

i realize that i'm really surrounded by weird people.

some monster that eats paper ( like more than half a sheet) while knowing that she'll get diarrhoea.
same monster that spits peach milk tea and snorts CONSTANTLY.
some stinky counterpain freak.
some tauhuey gerxXx.
some almond jelly addict.
some drunkard with a french mole.
oh and of course, HONNIE.

HELP.

2006-04-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday was TIRING.
was a water volunteer in the morning. went to different households and interviewed some people while the plumber in our group fixed something that controlled the pressure of water. some of the people were really nice, some were.. weird and grumpy. like this druggie guy sitting at the door.

yeah and we ended really really early, like 4 hours early kind of early. cos a lot of people rejected and stuff (heheh we were actually counting). and sammy bala is SUPER funny haha and weird.

went for lunch at northpoint later, and shopped around with nush and gwen and we found THE shop. (:

expresso later that day!! whoohoo, it wasn't that bad. ooh electrico..! was okay. some people started a mosh pit but like, the rest were so unenthu. yeah i think darni the beatboxer or sth is cool. i think ju got a pic with him.

2006-04-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

2006-03-31T19:55:00.000+08:00

i am proud to say that:

I'VE PLAYED 100 ROUNDS OF FAERIE CLOUD RACERS IN ONE GO.

this is officially the most fun game to play with a friend, preferably shu yi who squeals and grunts almost simultaneously. forget stupid beach tennis (shudder) and meerca chase. faerie cloud racers is addictive. (:

oh and part of o3 is going to do community service tomorrow! yes and we're going to have to head straight to expresso after that, cos it's a full day thing. and our idea of funny is wearing the "water volunteer" shirt we got, or the mg uniform, on a SATURDAY. hahaha.

2006-03-31T09:08:00.000+08:00

hello i am being forced to blog by 2 very irritating people. and muhammad can't sing for nuts he HOWLS. haha stop chewing gum in my ear it is annoying. i dont know what else to say he wants to see his smelly livejournal SO BYE.

2006-03-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

is anyone going for the EXPRESSO concert thing? (for some weird reason i keep thinking its cappucino) yeah vicky i might go! :D yes.

oh and i've decided that our timetable really, really sucks. as in monday we have 3 periods of chem.. and honestly 1 is enough already. 3 PERIODS OKAY. and lunch always feels like it's never going to come ): ugh school is such a bore sometimes. but yesterday was quite fun! even though the maldives gathering was postponed, some of the ip girls decided to go out ourselves!

we went to heeren and ate at marche, while waiting for lucindaaaa! and about halfway through i followed nush to the toilet, and being the ASS that she is, haha she kept talking about how her poo just went back in -.- and when she was in the toilet, she kept talking about her her... um PROCESSES cos she thought we were all alone, and then SOMEONE came in HAHAHAAHAHAH and after that, while she was washing her hands, she heard flushing, so the twerp FLED haha oh man she's so disgusting. haha

walked around and took neoprints with lu grace sharon and nush after that! yes and because we were so cheapskate (hehehe) we started taking more with grace's camera :D
then i cabbed back! haha and our cabs came at the same time, so they were side by side at one point of time and i was waving like crazy to sharon hahaha, and i think my taxi driver thought i was a bit off. hahah.

oh man i want to go back!

GOT OUR GPA's back today.
(cue GASPS)
omg hahaha.
and i officially declare that hcl sucks butttt. i mean i got a D!
but whatever la. ):

byebye i need to do bio reflections, and i have no clue. i mean i wasn't even around during the march holidays!!! ):

2006-03-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

our deep sea creature thing looks like a ladybug!! haha and uh while we did it there were so many UM funny moments involving the reproductive organ. HAHAHA yuck. and gwen was so amused by the colour that i painted it and the way i painted it. oh please.
and my efforts (seb: efwords!!!) went down the drain because we decided that it was too improportionate.

oh had our first german lesson today too! it was quite fun(: i think our class size shocked a lot of people.

by the way..............................
GOOGLE CHAT is HOT.
haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2006-03-21T19:10:00.000+08:00

"everytime i look at you, i think you're standing in the dark."
thanks a lot, cheryl.

IM NOT THAT BLACK OKAY.

2006-03-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

hahahaha i am back from maldives, and it was really nothing short of amazing! :D 10 days really flew by so quickly! and now i'm back to boring mundane school life, no more waking up only to slap on sunblock, use unflushable toilets, and rush to the eating place only to find that we're early, then go to the worksite, do a bit of work, play netball/football with the locals and have very very VERY romantic dinners and then play jackass/fortune telling/bridge til we could hardly open our eyes ):

oh man maldives was really an experience in every way; this is one trip i'll never forget. this trip really made me open my eyes to more important things. and i've got to know fellow ips and the jc people a lot better. there's just something about being thrown into somewhere totally foreign that makes you bond so much more. and i swear, i've never laughed so much in 10 days before. hahaha we really make the silliest and most inane thing so hilarious that it'll crack us up for days. like the whole CARROT thing. (:

and the warmth of the people there. people there are so genuine and NICE. when we get cravings for coke or some sort of food at the weirdest of times, we would just knock on the door of the adjoining house and the owners would gladly open the shop just for us. and though there's some sort of a language barrier, i think there's something transcends that. very nice (:

besides PICTURES, my black book that i bought from one of the island shops is also one of the more treasured things i have right now. cos we all decided that we should get books for people to write in to make sure we don't forget. and although the monster nush vandalized it.. it's still good la haha.

okay pictures! i'll upload some here (:

the boat that we took from male to kendikulhudhoo. 7 hours ):

opening ceremony!!

the beds they decorated for us; very pretty right (:

the pier thing. i think we were going to kudafari for a day.

on the boat to kudafari!! haha i was still normal coloured.

our cleaning group at kudafari! this is group 3 which slacked off halfway to play soccer with 7 year old kids.

octopus!

pokemon boy, who is wanyun's first love hahah he is SO adorable.

me nush wanyun grace sharon :D

:DD

this is officially my FAVOURITE photo. hoho

mel (crazy carrot!!!) & i. waiting for the sun to rise. apparently we were the first people she watched a sunrise with so we should feel honoured. cough haha.

kendhikulhudhoo!! the place we stayed for abuot 8+ days? (:

waiting for the boat the locals built to be launched into the sea!

charlie's angels! haha ip3 style (: lu sharon grace.

hahahaaha NOT WORKING.

khant khant & i, with a nice background!!

mel's sharon's saniah's xiu hui's list that was created on the way to collecting sand.

francine!

the burning forest we cleared in the background.

our carrot pose. mel in her punjabi suit for the fashion parade.

sharon in her malay costume for the fashion parade!

kids!

and the last photo... the setting sun. ):

***

that was tiring haha.

GOODNIGHT

2006-03-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

YAY!

HAHA i have 2 things to be happy about:
1) maldives
2) assessment week, which was 3 days too long, is OVER.

anyway ARTHI ANBALAGAN thank you for the cake, that was very sweet ahaha but i couldn't close my eyes hahah i JUST COULDNT, and actually you all were very obvious omg. yeah but THANKS! for the huge piece of cake :D to gwen & gill & shuyi for the stuff too

then after that i went down to mg by myself! hahaha and i spent my time productively while waiting 30 mins for them. mm then went to kap (how creative right)!

okay okay im going to change now
see you!

++i'll remember to put sun-block don't worry!!! :DD

2006-03-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

tues:
ma1102
hcl

wed:
ma1101
is1102

thurs:
is1103

see you on thursday, & all the best for your ass. week! :D

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this is so freaking crazy it's not even funny
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2006-03-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

okay i just wiped out my entire last post, ahaha because i decided my post sounds so frickin emo and sick. ahahaha oh and guess what!!! i found the emo-est line in a song, ever:
Stand on top of the roof top wondering
Is it good?
Yeah it's good for jumping.
haha the song's quite nice la, but the lyrics. tsk.

OH anyway right, yesterday we had my sister's & my grandfather's combined birthday dinner. and it was seafood so it was gooood yum :D ahahah yes and i realized that russell is dumb. (actually i knew that long ago but..) as in funnily dumb. haha he talks so much crap and he is the like the brunt of all our hci gep jokes, haha and the way he rolls his eyes. OMG. ahhaah and his SUPER GOOD msg, 3.5. kowtows. AHAHAHAH.

yes anyway me and gwen had just had a revelation about shu yi. wow. (:

who is HAHA on my johari window! who who who! ahaha i know the real you idiot person is my dumbo of a sister but who is HAHA. ahaha dont hide from the truth!! and you know something, i have like 9% patient and 4% mature. OMG that is the funniest shit!!!!!!! ahahaha mature, sure sure. i want the type of crack you're on if you think im MATURE.

2006-03-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

woke up feeling so so so awful, my nose hurt like anything and i just felt so... clogged. dragged myself to school after much deliberation and i spent the most of the day walking around like a zombie. and everyone kept asking what's wrong, like i cried or something. haha! and i realized that sneezing really makes you very hungry, cos i was totally starving during ih and gwen & i were counting down the minutes to lunch (:

yeah.. haha oh and during GC we did the johari window thing!! hahaha oh man like EVERYONE is doing the johari window thing now, and i tell you mine's really cool. i mean i have kurt cobain and james blunt hahha. oh anyway if you want to do it, go to http://kevan.org/johari?name=saniah! yupp.

SIGH I AM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS.

2006-03-02T23:39:00.000+08:00

SNEEZE.
oh wow now im falling sick, like i've dont have enough to deal with already. this is such a distraction, and why has everyone turned out this way? thanks but i'll pass.

sorry my fingers are just moving and im not really thinking. im really tired. won't you tide me over?

I'm done with this
Too many feelings of an old regret
Convincing, it's convincing
The way I lie and leave it all behind

2006-02-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

tell me where to find all that lost time.

2006-02-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

today was so BORING yawnyawn.

yeah and SPIRE was funny (for 2 minutes)
cos grace was squirming around under the table for some reason, and suddenly mr loh was like, grace, do you have behaviour problems? AHAHAH omg, OMG grace. you're really good. :D

oh and went to estivo after school, we thought we all needed ice creams to make us feel better. haha we ended talking for 1/3 of the time and then doing work the rest of the time, so gross okay. but yeah we do have a lot of things to complete. I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT THURS, im leaving on the last day of my assessment week :D

im getting a sorethroat from eating all the junk food like ice cream and chocolates, but whatever, i need my feelgoodfood. today i also found out how low some people can go, and what the crap, go ahead and have your fun.

(hello marissa!)

2006-02-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

it's my mom's birthday today :D

2006-02-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

decided to study with gwen after school on a whim, and we covered light to life and mystery to mastery. hahaha we felt so accomplished after that. oh and before we started studying, we went to the canteen and bought SO MUCH food haha so when we were studying we were just munching non-stop. but it worked! haha we actually concentrated. :D

i came back and watched you got served on hbo! haha the dancing's SUPER cool, haha and uh omarion looks... really young hahaha.

yes and izzy i can't believe you! haha KEVIN? oh please. i seriously doubt your taste, i mean KEVIN? hahahaha and taking photos of him on tv? OH MY GOD, freak. HAAHAHAH. joking.

2006-02-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

but peterpan is miles away

2006-02-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

i guess somethings are going to remain unchanged... oh that's another chapter closed by the way.

2006-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

hahah gillian embarrassed herself 3 times today, within 2 hours.

#1
on the way to LT1 for SPIRE, we saw mr lim in the distance and she was like he has cool pants! haha and then when he passed her, she pointed to his pants and went COOL PANTS! in this squealy bimbo voice. omgomg hahaahha and she didn't mean to say it. oh and we couldn't stop laughing about it, so that when we reached the LT, mr loh asked us why we made so much noise laughing. uhh... hahahah

#2
so we were seated in the LT, waiting for the lecture to begin. and shu yi had this bunch of postcards, and we were both looking through it. so gill saw this one advertising underwear or something, and she went OOOH HOT ASS HOT ASS really loudly, and ms selva happened to walk pass us at that time.

#3
i'm not going to lie and say the lecture was interesting, it made me nod off at least 3 times. yes and the only thing mildly refreshing was when we took the survey. yes so after the speaker finished, he asked any questions? and guess what gillian said? CAN THIS DUDE JUST GO HOME!! haahahahahah and i think they heard it at least 3 rows down.

one thing: gill doesn't know what's subtlety. and the gods of good timing really do hate her. (:

oh anyway, nush wanted me to say how great she is here, haha says a lot about her. :D

2006-02-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?

annushkha sharanya sinnathamby has an over-reactive mouth and she doesn't understand the concept of uh, food going in her mouth and coming out through her youknowwhere, she thinks it goes through her mouth both ways.

okay so during lunch, nush was eating her usual deadly combination of chicken rice and peach milk tea (with jelly please). and yeah me and gwen were sitting opposite her, so we were eating and eating and just talking a lot of crap, and i don't know what funny comment set her off, but all of a sudden she SNORTED really loudly and she spat out chicken rice out of her mouth, like SPAT as in seriously spat. and me and gwen were in the direct line of fire and OMG this lump of half-chewed shit landed on my sleeve. PUKES. and a lot of gross things landed on gwen too. and on the table and on the chair and on the floor. omg. NUSH YOU NEED HELP. and then later, someone made another funny comment and this time peach milk tea started flowing out of her mouth and she spat too, and somehow a lot of it ended up on her specs. SO GROSS RIGHT. can you imagine, omg we were so traumatized. and trust me, you haven't seen bad table manners until you've seen nush eat.
nush go sit on the floor next time, or sit alone. hahhaa :D

oh and gwen & i did cool things to the class photos too HAHA, sebastien is so killing us. oh no. oh no.

p.s: nush i am waiting for my propaganda. HMM.

2006-02-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

perception and reality.

today was awful.
oh anyway i'm taking up german as an elective module.

2006-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

class msn convos are so inane but so hilarious.

with MT WALAU (omg i am still cracking up), commenting on the herbal essense's male models, saying hi to audrey's mom who was apparently reading the convo ("hi lim's mom" she thought all of us were weirdos. thanks man. ), talking about pimples and pus and of course about ABs. or lack thereof.

but anyway...

yesterday i went down with rach, who was fully equipped in her sister's mg tennis tee and ripped-slit mg shorts, to support MG at the JGs. while i was looking totally out of place in my nj uniform, thanks rachel. yeah, anyway it reminded me of team 2 times again, i really miss that. and about a year ago i remember we were crying our hearts out, but this time it was just different. maybe because we're watching from the sidelines. yeah, and they won haha. but there were tears again, because christine was leaving for trinity last night. (we'll miss you! <3) yeah ):

anyway yesterday was about:
being really late, screams, catching up, giggling, talks, hugs, excitement, awkwardness, reminiscing, pigging out, getting shh-ed, avoiding annoying boIzZz, and of course, the company.

2006-02-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you?

today for caal we wrote letters to ourselves, about expectations and differences felt. and at the end of the end of the term/semester we'll be able to open the sealed letters and see the changes. i really enjoyed that because i realized that we're all going to be very different individuals at the end of our first year at IP from when we just came in from all the different backgrounds and stuff & it's always nice to know you're not walking around blindly. and after finishing my letter, i realized how incoherent i sounded, i was practically writing anything that came to my head; no connection at all, but those are the things that matter so.

oh and during chinese today, we were discussing some ways to campaign for gill. haha the only thing we concluded is that : GILL IS A STALKER.

oh by the way, gwen and i are very proud of the fact that we just scraped passes for our zuo wen, i mean 7 people only!! hahahaha. in gill's words: SI BEH ON.

2006-02-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

marissa just sent me this whole load of pics we took in mg and guess what, i can't even remember taking some of them. haha these are really retarded.

PIMPING our hats. hahahahahahaha

i think we got the caps from some inter- class soccer competition thing, haha and in a bout of madness we started photo-whoring. according to marissa. :D haha i miss that.

*

went on the roadrun route thing today. 4 km haha my legs died ): oh man pe is crazy! compared to mg's where warmups of 1 round was all we would run for the whole pe session, plus we CHEATED, we always walked okay. AND now they get to choose their curriculum, like whether they want to do floorball squash badminton.. OMG. that is so unfair. ):

yes and i just realized something, o3 definitely has definitely got something on with sour power. i think we consume at least 10 contraband packs a day or something. gosh.

today shu yi completely twisted minh's good intentions into something really really wrong. hope... is long enough to satisfy you. pervert.

(in any case, ... was supposed to be this letter.)

2006-02-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Of all the ways you devastate me:

honestly i have no idea where this started, and where or when it'll end. all i know is that that was completely uncalled for. i don't know why it affected me so much but i promise that'll end here. because i've decided that the whole thing's just ridiculous and retarded and there's absolutely no point dwelling on it.

i suppose jill's right, we've been too sheltered there. and now it's just new and surprising (in an awful way) to us. oh well.

anyway love to gill jill and arthi because i know you care. but honestly, just forget about it; i don't really want to know anymore.

it's that simple.

2006-02-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

should've said something
but i've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

(i'll miss that, on so many levels)

i can't believe i said funner in the previous post.

2006-02-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

pe's getting funner seriously, we ran 3 rounds and played tag with tennis balls the rest of the lesson. hhaha shit i can't seem to aim properly, like we were supposed to aim at the legs, but i always end up hitting people's stomachs. SORRY SORRY haha i promise i didnt mean it. and i did it thrice. yes and we ended up doing 70 crunches? because we got hit and each time we got hit it was 5 crunches as punishment.

oh and class tagline: C__MUGGER!!! haha i swear that was super hilarious, me and gwen couldnt stop laughing and arthi was really fuming.

but in the end we settled on uh defy conformity, define creativity. (:

yupp haha okay bye!

2006-01-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

after all life's full of little ironies,

and the joke was on you this time.

2006-01-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was alright.. i suppose. the celebrations were entertaining. actually we were entertaining ourselves more. haha we got so bored we decided to play "guess the no. of segments in the mandrin orange". and then we peeled it and ate it. hahaha. after that had briefing and went back to mg. some of the teachers were friendly some were not. the mg celebrations were super boring. didn't really do much after that because the 2h people were in sentosa digging holes and the rest had training. and they blamed me for ENTICING them to go out and skip training! haha so went to kap after that to give nush her wallet and then jill came over for a while. and i tired to clear the enormous amounts of homework i have over the holidays but ended up doing a few sums of math and then reverting to watching mtv.

oh yes! happy chinese new year! (:
happy working to me too ):

2006-01-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

hahahaha crap today we laughed so hard because of the instruments we were using during mystery to mastery. stupid vernier calipers. stupid micrometer screw gauge. stupid " i am stabbing you"(cue some starwars/matrix action) , "saniah stop giving me that look" and "GOSH, this is better than pepper spray" repeatedly and we managed to finish our worksheet, somehow. -.- haha oh yes and how could i forget the psuedo british accents we were trying to take on; we failed miserably. i think our class has something with accents, the last time gill tried doing some french accent nush spat out the contents of her bubble tea onto estelly, oh yes there were pearls too.

we wrote a zuo wen today. our word limit was like 800 words, we wrote 400 words. it is graded. i am proud of us.

oh and nush arthi me (basically everyone in our class who applied) got into the maldives subsidy list! :D haha okay nush was ecstatic, seriously. you should have seen her.

one more thing: that was... disappointing, you just don't make a point to anymore, do you?

2006-01-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

SE7EN things that make me smile:
1) funny things
2) gooood fooood
3) my friends
4) the camera (HAHA)
5) randomness
6) sincerity and honesty
7) good music

SE7EN ways to win my heart (right now):
1) be sincere
2) be totally sporting
3) be able to sing. seriously.
4) have a sense of humour.
5) UH be at least average looking ( haha shit i am so superficial but whatever. )
6) be dependable.
7) be a good conversationalist, because if not you're just boring.

SE7EN things I believe in:
1) introductions are always fake & pretentious.
2) talking to resolve.
3) personal space
4) passion
5) myself
6) i really like
7) candy

SE7EN things I'm afraid of:
1) losing people i love
2) failure (sort of)
3) moodswings and tempremental people
4) disappointment.
5) natural disasters
6) things which i can't affect but affect me
7) being misunderstood.

SE7EN things that I do everyday:
1) eat
2) talk
3) sleep
4) yawn
5) hydrate myself! ( :DD)
6) walk
7) blink

SE7EN people I want to see right now:
hi everybody!!

SE7EN people whom I want to do this quiz:
just do it if you want to, it doesn't really matter.

2006-01-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

THERE WAS BIRDSHIT ON MY CHAIR THIS MORNING.

2006-01-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

See the months they don't matter

It's the days i can't take

When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away.

2006-01-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

haha so i suppose the p1 picnic was ALRIGHT(: it went pretty well but it was so hot! and the p1s were unbelievably talkative.

and GUESS WHAT. i was supposed to be vanna white can you believe that! like just stand there and smile and hand out prizes omg. HAPPENING? i am so sure. ahaha but i escaped and charmaine did it in the end. yes and i went to help shanya and rui jun with their station "finding cinderella's shoe". oh and did i mention i kept eating the sweets meant for the p1 girls. haha SHH. yes and actually we were not supposed to eat in the netball courts and stuff, as i was kindly reminded by the pri 5 junior leaders. there were all "OR HOR you cannot eat here lor" & when i told them that i was out of the sch already so it doesn't matter they didn't believe me & kept calling me a LIAR. so rude right! HA HA HA. and then after a while, they started eating the sweets as well -.- idiots. :D

oh and the primary ones are quite bratty actually(you didn't read this here). two of them actually started bitch fighting over who was gonna stand in front. they were totally shoving each other and saying that the other wasn't worthy of standing in front. and another insisted that she drank coke or something to quench her thirst. tsk. terrible. but actually some of them are quite adorable, like during the newspaper game thing, they were actually hugging each other to win. so cute! like, class spirit at their age hahaha.

yes and i just watched memoirs of a geisha. my butt died it was 2.5 hours.

2006-01-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness i am going back to mg tomorrow to help my LTC camp group with the p1 picnic i think i am going to scare all of them (p1 kids) oh no and worse still celine told me i already have a job to do tomorrow but she is not telling me what except it is EXCITING AND HAPPENING but i dont trust you celine wee so i am totally expecting the worst but at least i made her confirm its not cleaning up cos if it is i am so not going hahaha cleaning up sucks too much.

anyway i just heard the stupidest riddle/joke/WHATEVER ever. from davina of course.
what's the scariest vegetable?
bam-booooo!
OMG someone please shoot me why do i have such weird friends?

(anyway arthi i seriously hope you're not overly disappointed & feeling much better now because we all know you did well okay(: we know this meant a lot to you but whatever, you still have US hahahahaha <333 oh anyway don't talk so loudly :D)

2006-01-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

♣ 17-01-06 ♣

in our PE ATTIRE, oh man we were all sweaty after running 2km. oh haha 03 was late for pe. no surprise.

this was after ih i think. we were trying to be like SURPRISED/BIMBO, but can you spell failed attempt?

okay so that's arthi on top, me, gillian, nush & nice file. :D

2006-01-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

my appetite seems to grow when i'm sick ): haha i've been stuffing my face today and i perpetually look as if i just cried. haha nush kindly informed me that i looked as if i just broke up with someone and then started comforting me in the bus home. IDIOT. hahhah.

anyway school today was okay, i was bored during math and confused during ih haha i feel dumb thank you. i just realized that what ms selva said during class today was aimed directly at all of us, i just have this feeling that she knows what's going on. scary.

oh and around 8 of us went for maldives briefing today. but only like 4 signed up in the end? haha ANNUSHKHA was so excited it was scary. yes so anyway im going to do reflections now BYEBYE see you soon. :D

2006-01-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

orientation's over ):
omg sucks man next week lessons start alr. haha yes but orientation was very very good, and it definitely ended very well with the dance party!!
it was cool with all the disco lights and the music was GOOD omg at least techno was like to a minimal, there were djs and stuff. danced with the 03 people and ogls.
man we really partied and danced for like 4 hours straight! haha it was quite crazy, almost everyone was dancing. there was like this HIGH in the atmosphere (: OH and the stupid human trains are damn scary, like you're dancing then suddenly "EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME" and suddenly you're pushed to some place. :
but at like 10, we were all too tired to do the last dance so we just sat there and talked.
oh well it was fun while it lasted :D

2006-01-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

everything is just so insane. oh man can i just say that i miss an all girls environment?

2006-01-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

orientation's seriously getting better as each day passes! but it'll end all too soon ):

basically today we had the walk-in from various clans and some skit from each clan. i am in schiara! yes and we had og meeting and then clan meeting. uhh clan meeting was so NC 16 hahaha. :D but it was so hilarious! oh and 03 already knew the stupid superchicken game trick so we uh didn't REALLY fall for it.

mass dance later! oh and now we're learning the steps to carwash, which are so horribly confusing hahahah. :
god i miss the sun

2006-01-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

like fireworks on the freeway:

HAPPY 16TH HEW JIA LIN!!!

hahaha you're sixteen and legal now; have a great year yes? :D

oh.. and one more thing.

<3333

(there i changed the pic. ): )